I learned a lot this year , especially from those relationship problems I had.
I realize life is too short to be sad and emotional all day .
Yes I really miss my best friend , but i know she has new friends that she really enjoys being with so i think it's really stupid to be sad like forever because of that. So why not use the time being sad to meet new friends and write more music?
I met new friends , and I realized who actually loves me and who actually not.
I realized that there's no point saving this friendship anymore because I'll always end up being hurt again and end up being the only one who's holding this stupid friendship together and it's super tiring . Plus, it's not like saving this friendship will change her attitude or make her love me more , so wadeva . Gotta be cool and let it down yo.
PMR and UEC is super near and I MUST START PUTTING MYSELF TOGETHER!
keep me in your prayers!
haha but I'm still not gonna study now , shall watch running man first xD
oh and did I mention that Mr W is super cute hahahaha.. yea Mr W <3
kaykay catch ya later alligator !
oh and the haze in malaysia now is getting worst , please take good care of yourselves ! keep hydrated and stay healthy !
Jean xoxo
